The Sentinel

The Sentinel must be alert as they stand and watch for any sign of the enemy.  Theirs is a life and death position and responsibility.  To fall asleep or get distracted might mean loss of life, injury or an invasion that could cripple an entire army--possibly even lose a hard fought war.

Of the many "hats" I wear; pastor, teacher, mother, grandmother, author, counselor, and more--I thought I should add "Sentinel" to the list.  But, as I contemplated this, I realize that "Sentinel" is a part of each job I endeavor to do.

I base this on Hebrews 13:17; "Obey your leaders and submit to them, for they keep watch over your souls as those who will give an account.  Let them do this with joy and not with grief, for this would be unprofitable for you."

It has always been with "fear and trembling" that I pastor the church and teach at the Christian school.  I know I've failed many times at being the best mother and grandmother--but constantly take those jobs seriously.  Knowing I've been handed a grave responsibility that weighs heavy on my heart and mind.  Is it more than I can handle?  This is a question I ask almost daily.  Because I do feel inadequate for each of my responsibilities--never mind all of them! 

When I'm feeling overwhelmed that's when I cry out--"Lord help!"  I guess He chose me as a Sentinel because I am so weak, helpless, and inept--because He promises that His strength is made perfect in our weakness.

So, here I am another day He has given me--crying out for a Holy Ghost anointing to see me through as I Watch and pray for the young lives placed in my care and keeping.  Putting one foot in front of the other I make my way to the top of the "hill" and take my station as a Sentinel, asking for wisdom and the power of the Cross to overshadow my inadequacies.  Watching for the souls of precious individuals.  "I need you today, Jesus--more than ever before--because the enemy is on the prowl--seeking whom he may devour."